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[longwillows]

reach out?

the smell of fresh water in dry desert air. the feeling of cautious curiosity. a place as dangerous as it is resplendent.

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[snaggletooth]

[ The world as seen through Ivan's eyes stutters into focus, gleaming black fingers holding a splayed open paperback, each page a piece of art that tells a linear story. And the subject is men lying together in meticulously-rendered coitus.

He flips through them for her, and it may not be apparent what he thinks is unsafe about anything depicted at first. The "configurations" as he'd put it are run-of-the-mill, the artist more focused on the winding musculature of the figures portrayed, and the pleasure in their intoxicated expressions. ]

He wants to try it, but... what about his insides?

[ The one thing that could be considered even the least bit risky about the sex on display is that it's penetrative. ]

ivan u just posted cringe......

[longwillows]

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His...insides?

[She's really and truly cataloguing the positions Ivan has shown her (very lovingly illustrated—this artist must have been a talented pornographer,) but she's having trouble connecting the dots between these particular configurations. Whatever they have in common doesn't immediately jump out to her, and none of them seem particularly dangerous to one's organs, or any other body parts.

Except maybe...]

Oh! Do you mean the rectum? [While not exactly dangerous, that can be quite painful if not approached correctly.] Don't worry, unless you're shoving something truly enormous up there, you shouldn't be bothering anything vital. It's just a sort of...squeezy tube in there, for the most part.

Anal sex requires some preparation, though. It's not dangerous, but your body typically wants things going out of the anus, not in. There's not enough natural lubricant to insert most things, so you'll need...usually some kind of oil, or salve. There are plenty that are specially made for that!

[snaggletooth]

[ How thorough! He knew he could count on her for some kind of explanation, and that certainly was one. Drawings can be of anything, including things that don't actually exist. The clouds Till used to draw that were much fluffier than the fakes ones in the fake sky above their school come to mind.

He was worried that might be the case here, that it was someone's dream of intimacy that wasn't actually possible in the way it was for a proper breeding pair.

He's giddy to have been wrong. ]

To-the-point, as expected. I appreciate that, Kalmiya.

[ Nerves behind the black wall of the Murmur twinge sharply, braced to do something exciting, but maybe a little scary, too. ]

Haha, now I just have to hope you don't think of us as complete fools, after such an ask. We were taught some basic anatomy, but only so we wouldn't engage in any behavior that would result in reproducing.

[longwillows]

[The anticipation is answered with a glowing ring of excitement, not unlike the first time she saw Ivan and Till together.

Though she seems aghast at the suggestion.] No, not at all! I didn't know about any of this stuff until I left my crappy home, either. Sex was only supposed to be for the purpose of procreation where I came from, so that's about all I knew for a long time.

[snaggletooth]

[ She did mention something like to that effect before, that she spent some part of her lifetime in one place, like them, wondering about a world of unknowns.

But she makes that easy to forget. ]

I doubt anyone would guess that about you, Kalmiya. Someday, I hope I can become half as knowledgeable.