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  <title>i am not a martyr, i'm a problem</title>
  <subtitle>i am not a legend, i'm a fraud</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>kalmiya "worm off the string" longwillow</name>
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  <updated>2026-03-18T21:41:54Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2021-09-12:3833540:4123</id>
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    <title>✨ kink list</title>
    <published>2025-08-25T22:26:14Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-18T21:41:54Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://longwillows.dreamwidth.org/4123.html#cutid1"&gt;is somebody gonna match my freak?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=longwillows&amp;ditemid=4123" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2021-09-12:3833540:4002</id>
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    <title>✨ somnia CR chart</title>
    <published>2025-08-13T02:31:27Z</published>
    <updated>2026-01-29T00:53:38Z</updated>
    <category term="game: somnia"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://longwillows.dreamwidth.org/4002.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=longwillows&amp;ditemid=4002" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2021-09-12:3833540:3118</id>
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    <title>✨ somnia inbox</title>
    <published>2025-06-30T14:03:34Z</published>
    <updated>2025-06-30T14:04:05Z</updated>
    <category term="ic inbox"/>
    <category term="game: somnia"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>254</dw:reply-count>
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reach out?

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&lt;center&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div style="box-sizing:border-box;width:250px;height:100px;padding:5px 10px 10px;margin:0;display:flex;flex-wrap:wrap;justify-content:center;align-items:center;border:3px solid #fff;box-shadow: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.1) 0px 1px 3px 0px, rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.06) 0px 1px 2px 0px;border-radius:25px 0 25px 0;background: linear-gradient(30deg, rgba(238,174,202,1) 0%, rgba(148,187,233,1) 100%);"&gt;

&lt;textarea style="box-sizing:border-box;width:100%;height:100%;border:0;box-shadow:none;outline:none;resize:none;overflow:auto;scrollbar-width:thin;scroll-padding:5px;scrollbar-color:#eeaeca #94bbe9;font-size:11px;background:transparent;color:#fff"&gt;the smell of fresh water in dry desert air. the feeling of cautious curiosity. a place as dangerous as it is resplendent.&lt;/textarea&gt;&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;div style="width:250px;font-size:9px;text-align:right;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://10billionghosts.dreamwidth.org" style="text-decoration:none;color:#aaa"&gt;c&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/center&gt;
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2021-09-12:3833540:3066</id>
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    <title>✨ somnia app</title>
    <published>2025-06-17T09:02:04Z</published>
    <updated>2025-06-30T14:09:28Z</updated>
    <category term="game: somnia"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://longwillows.dreamwidth.org/3066.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=longwillows&amp;ditemid=3066" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2021-09-12:3833540:1940</id>
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    <title>✨ silent spring application</title>
    <published>2024-07-22T10:41:54Z</published>
    <updated>2024-07-28T02:12:00Z</updated>
    <category term="game: silent spring"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://longwillows.dreamwidth.org/1940.html#cutid1"&gt;a little slice of suburbia&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=longwillows&amp;ditemid=1940" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2021-09-12:3833540:1627</id>
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    <title>✨ permissions</title>
    <published>2024-07-10T20:46:58Z</published>
    <updated>2026-01-24T06:36:11Z</updated>
    <category term="permissions"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;div style="font-family: georgia; font-size: 13px; color: #222; line-height: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;font color="#CC1C2D"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Content warnings&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; for Kalmiya and her setting/backstory are provided under the "Content Warnings" section. Please refer to this section regarding the elements you may want to opt out of when threading with Kalmiya. In-depth information about her personality and backstory can be found on her unabridged info page &lt;a href="https://longwillows.dreamwidth.org/1269.html"&gt;&lt;b&gt;here&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;big&gt;&lt;big&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://longwillows.dreamwidth.org/1627.html#cutid1"&gt;i will hear your confession&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/big&gt;&lt;/big&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=longwillows&amp;ditemid=1627" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2021-09-12:3833540:1269</id>
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    <title>✨ information</title>
    <published>2023-03-28T09:00:44Z</published>
    <updated>2025-06-30T01:00:21Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>3</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;div style="font-family: georgia; font-size: 13px; color: #222; line-height: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;font color="#CC1C2D"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;CONTENT WARNING:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; Please note that the following post contains strong themes of &lt;b&gt;cult practices &amp; upbringing&lt;/b&gt;, &lt;b&gt;religious trauma&lt;/b&gt;, and &lt;b&gt;child neglect&lt;/b&gt; in regards to Kalmiya and her backstory. Accounts are not detailed or graphic, but the subject matter may still be upsetting to some. Details regarding how these and other potentially upsetting topics pertain to Kalmiya's story can be found on her permissions post &lt;a href="https://longwillows.dreamwidth.org/1627.html"&gt;&lt;b&gt;here&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;. Please read with caution. Thank you!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://longwillows.dreamwidth.org/1269.html#cutid1"&gt;think it's safe to say that your savior doesn't look a thing like me&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=longwillows&amp;ditemid=1269" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2021-09-12:3833540:876</id>
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    <title>✨ testimonials &amp; relevant observations</title>
    <published>2022-04-21T07:57:19Z</published>
    <updated>2025-07-03T19:15:42Z</updated>
    <category term="misc: goofs"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://longwillows.dreamwidth.org/876.html#cutid1"&gt;these are goofs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=longwillows&amp;ditemid=876" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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